I still do cry(poem)

Yes it's true I still do cry 

It's most heinous thing about myself that I pry

Not because it's weakness or pathetic 

But because of a stupid oath I've taken

Yes I still do cry

You don't see me because I've locked myself behind this door just for a purpose - to cry 

I cry when I read words of someone unknown 

Loving their kin because they share blood and bone

There is no gods left to pray for I have non 

But just in case If there was almighty above I'll stop crying and scream 

HEY! ITS NOT A CURSE BUT A BOON 

I hope I was not a coward 

AND A NON BELIEVER PRAYS THIS TYRANNY ENDS SOON

But yeah it's true I cry 

Just like I lay thorn on the path on which I'll walk on by

For I'm just a child who deserves to cry 

 For it's my right, for it's my joy and 

And I swear today that it shall be my legacy that man who come after me shall shead tears of joy of pain and of accomplishment of man who've came before me 

But now I'll close the door for I want to cry some more.